Voidness

you know how you sometimes feel like you're missing someone and something? Well thats how i'm feeling right now. I miss the old times. And I absolutely HATE orkut for making me feel this way. I was on orkut with abeer's account right now and i saw all those people i don't talk to anymore and all the people i once knew. When i see how everyone has so many people over there to talk to.. i feel like a loner. And the fact that I myself am the one who created the distance makes it all the more complicated. Did I do unintentionally? Or do I have the tendency of shutting people out of my life for no reason at all? Why and when did it happen? Is this that stage of my life where I realize that everyone eventually moves on with their life and you go your separate way? Because if thats the case, its not fun.

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So my bare bhayya has also joined blogger. I wasn't exactly happy with him for a while.. but now i'm like, to hell with it all. I'm just glad that he has joined me over here.. at least now i'll have someone to comment in my blog ;-)

PS: I hate the body of this template. So much space is left void on the left and the main text shrinks in between. Plus scrolling down to read the previous entries is so annoying.

Friends in need..

always find a way back to you. Expect you to do them favours after all the crap they put you through. Pretend as if nothing happened. Moving on, to them, is calling up an 'ex'-'best'-friend after a month just because they need some information for a bloody someone special.

Note to Self - Trust your instincts when you feel like moving away from some people.

apni nazar se door to mujhko jaane de...

apne saaye ko itna samjhaane de
mujh tak mere hisse ki dhoop aane de

ek nazar mein kai zamaane dekhe to
budhi aankhon ki tasveer banane de

baba duniya jeet ke dikhla doonga
apni nazar se door to mujhko jaane de

phir to yeh ooncha hi hota jayega
bachpan ke haathon mein chaand aa jaane de

mein bhi to is baagh ka ek parinda hoon
meri hi awaaz mein mujhko gaane de

- Waseem Barelvi -


I was thinking about Daaghu uncle.. and ended up digging all the threads he opened for me and then somehow i was reminded of this poem he once posted for me, about my relationship with baba.. i'm not sure if i truly understand each and everything written up there.. but i guess i get the point.

Quote by Bob Dylan

May you grow up to be righteous, may you grow up to be true. May you always know the truth and see the lights surrounding you. May you always be courageous, stand upright and be strong. May you stay forever young.- Bob Dylan. American folksinger, b.1941