Voidness

you know how you sometimes feel like you're missing someone and something? Well thats how i'm feeling right now. I miss the old times. And I absolutely HATE orkut for making me feel this way. I was on orkut with abeer's account right now and i saw all those people i don't talk to anymore and all the people i once knew. When i see how everyone has so many people over there to talk to.. i feel like a loner. And the fact that I myself am the one who created the distance makes it all the more complicated. Did I do unintentionally? Or do I have the tendency of shutting people out of my life for no reason at all? Why and when did it happen? Is this that stage of my life where I realize that everyone eventually moves on with their life and you go your separate way? Because if thats the case, its not fun.