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I'm the kind of person who constantly needs to be doing something productive in order to stay rational. I've always been on a go for the most part of my life, and I prefer it that way. I don't depend on my friends for anything and don't expect from life in general. I'm not easily satisfied and tend to be clumsy at times. I take things as they come and never plan ahead. I enjoy being alone and spending time by myself. But I can not stand staying indoors even though I'm lazy by nature. I like connecting with people but do not easily let people inside my life. I feel a varying contrast between what I'm in real and what I may appear on the web. I used to suffer from mood swings and in way, multiple personality disorder. However, during the last one year I've spent most of my time on self-introspection. Thats probably when I started moving away from people. I think I tried to connect dots in life and succeeded to an extent. But maybe that move was too early for me because I find my life changing every split second.