July 31, 2006

The clock won't exactly be your friend today, but time won't treat you poorly if you respect it. Figure out a smart plan early on -- get organized and allot yourself plenty of time to finish what you need to do today. With all the loose ends lying around, you might trip -- and fall into a bigger mess than you could have anticipated. Make a few strategic phone calls, and you just might be able to utilize the domino effect to wrap things up earlier than expected.

aymee..

where are you girl? This doesn't seem like one of your previous time outs.. haven't seen you in the longest time. Hope everything is allright on your side.. = \

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I miss GS, the guppies and my GS journal =(

what the hell?

So Phill is a shaky performer and has had only two good performances in the season, but even then he is way better than Zayera. The decision last night was unfair and this is coming from a person who didn't even like Phill. I mean honestly, what the hell will Supernova do with 'commitment' when their lead singer is just full of crap? She is not right for Supernova or any other band out there (she might have some luck in solo career but definitely not rock material), why then do they keep on giving her second chances? She needs to go. Period. (Incase you're wondering, I'm talking about the show Rockstar)

On a side note, having a bad day? Watch Scrubs. Works for me every time.

haven't heard this one for a while..

There really isn't much you can say about this track.. the lyrics are enchanting and Arooj Aftab's voice gave it the perfect feel.

Too much love?

I think I'm dearly loved by my family and the few friends that I have. Somehow I get this warm feeling from everyone around me. There are people I don't know well myself, yet they care for me in ways I wouldn't expect them to. Couple of weeks back Ravi uncle spoke to me about living an independent life.. without family in an alien land. We talked for a few minutes but I think I'm going to remember the conversation for a long time. Personally, I always thought that he's the most amazing person on heart. We don't even see each other very often, yet every time I talk to him, I can feel the genuine concern and sincerity in his advice. And he's not the only one; there are so many people who wish for me in times of need, who are always there to congratulate me on my every little success. I guess the reason I feel so touched is that when they ask 'how are you', they mean it. Strange as it may sound, it makes me feel out of place and well, dejected at times. Just that I don't think I deserve that much attention. What good did I ever do? The way I see it, either I'm incredibly stupid or incredibly blessed.

Personal Jesus

- Marilyn Manson

In The Waiting Line

- Zero 7

The Holocaust all over again

http://www.waronwant.org/?lid=12343

First you deprive people from their fundamental needs, isolate them from the society, snatch away their loved ones and ultimately, persecute them. There you have a well-planned systematic way of slaughtering masses. The wall in Palestine should have been a warning to the world that this process is progressing successfully yet most of us have turned blind eyes to the case. I find it ironic that we choose moan over the past yet fail to do anything to change the dreadful present. Talks and pacts have never been able to resolve a single issue in the state of Palestine. And when I say solution, I mean no tears and deaths at the cost of political conspiracies. Isn't there some sort of limit to how much a person, a country in this case, should suffer? Or is death better than a life lived of misery. These walls remind me of the holocaust, only this time Israel is seeking revenge. But what for?

Mood Swings

I've serious issues when it comes to mood swings. I can be the happiest person on the planet one moment and the smallest annoyance can put me off in an instant. And its not just that they control my emotions, they have a massive affect on my physical life as well. Whether its reading a book, listening to music, writing something, talking or whatever the heck I'm doing, its difficult for my stubborn self to budge unless i'm 'in the zone'. Does that make sense? Its like I'm this self-centred bitch, yet it feels kinda of powerless at times.